THATS GENA?

SRSLY.

mmkay- imma stop being all 0___0 and tell you wtf is going on.

Ahem

-you know the girl who dances with zacky in afterlife

I DINT KNOW IT WAS GENA 0___0

Wow. im slow XD

xxxx

Two

He let his eyes roam through the somewhat letterbox shape over his face. He could see himself directly opposite where his mind was- which confused him thoroughly. His hair shining in the small yet slightly tainted light that was provided by the dimming light bulbs above, his eyes glistening, and his lips smooth and soft- he wanted nothing more than to take himself hostage and do whatever he pleased- his thoughts alarmed him and he eventually came to the conclusion that he was dead- the truth however was that in his condition, he was delusional.

He surveyed his situation from where he was- inside a strange small sickly green room he couldn’t remember. He let his mind run free as his limbs definitely couldn’t- for reasons he didn’t know, and as he thought more he realised he couldn’t move at all- he started to panic.

Beeping-strange crescendos alien to his ears. The man who he thought was himself stood up alarmed from where he was almost folded in half on a small white chair. He thought to himself- through his panic, maybe; he was dying not dead. Though his face wasn’t visible through the many layers of gauze covering his body- he blushed. He could see his face fully now, prominent cheek bones and a jaw line, running out of the room disappearing from Zack’s eye line.

When the man returned in the room, it seemed to light up. Four other men and two women followed in after them. The way he walked intimidated him slightly- but it soon passed, the tallest one he seemed to recognise- and the more he thought, the more he realised he recognised them all vaguely. All except for the one he longed to look at the most.

He looked away from the attractive one and focused on the others, the tallest yet most small framed had large brown eyes rimmed with a powdery black substance- eye shadow he thought to himself. They were all whispering quietly now, huddled in a circle of chairs. The only other person he could make out was a small tanned girl- Innocent faced, gleams of silver attached to her skin, her hair long and hanging down in reckless waves of black and red, over her olive green shirt. She was sitting casually on the tall man’s legs, his arms entwined around her waist, occasionally he would bite her, or kiss her- he couldn’t keep still, and she was struggling holding back her laughter.

Zack’s heart seemed to ache, neither for the girl- nor the taller man. He was sure of that. It just seemed to ache, the aura of love in the room choked him and he glanced around the room once more- ignoring the chest pains trying to listen in on the conversation.

”He looks in pain- you can see by his eyes” A short boy clad in black- all except his hair- a short-fanned Mohawk. He failed to whisper- but they failed to notice. He wondered to himself who they were talking about.

”His eyes are open?” A different lady replied-her bubblegum coloured lips left in a slight pout. She was taller than the other girl yet still fairly petite. Her bright blonde hair ridden off all it’s natural flicks and her fringe pulled back from her face with a few clips- showing off the creamy smooth texture of her face, her makeup though fairly gentle-brought out her hazel eyes. Her light brown eyebrows framed her slightly tanned face, her head resting lightly on the shoulder of a rather muscular man, his arms donned with artwork and his head severely lacking hair- but it looked like he meant it to be that way.

”Fucking cunt” Zack felt himself shiver, as the one he thought was himself moved out of his chair and out of the room, the others were either stilled in their chairs with mouths wide with shock- or glaring at the short man- who was confused by all.

”Fuck the what?” The short man asked, slightly dazed, the muscular man made a small noise at the back of his throat- voicing his disgust in the shorter man.

The muscular man leant forward and pinched the bridge of his nose;

“Jonathan fucking Seward, I will kill you myself if you ever do this again. If his eyes opened- if he grunted, if anything happened that meant he was awake. Anything like that happened while doctors weren’t there we were meant to tell them, what is wrong with you? You know how on edge Brian is- it’s been fucking MONTHS! MONTHS JOHNNY SINCE WE’VE HAD OUR GUITARISTS ONE’S IN THE FUCKING ICU AND THE OTHER ONE WON’T FUNCTION.” As his voice began to raise, the muscular man stood up and looked ready to throttle the shorter man, who stood up and cracked his knuckles standing within a centimetre of the other man- making another shiver run down Zack’s spine- in a completely different way.

And as if the timing was rehearsed, the attractive man walked back with people clad in white dresses or oversized coats.

“Good Morning Mr Baker- we know you’re awake, now everything should come back to you in forty-eight hours if it hasn’t already- you cannot move or speak at the moment due to the gauze around your body, it will be immensely painful while my colleagues and I remove it, we are happy to say that your skin wasn’t actually effected by your suicide attempt”

But Zack wasn’t paying attention to the doctor, the nurses, or any of their false accusations. And as the anaesthetic in his veins got to work, the image his eyes were focused on was the man holding Zack’s right hand with his left hand, telling him it would be alright with tears in his soft brown eyes and a bottle of whiskey in the other.

Ahm rushing- havent spell checked etc

And im really really sorry about the delay...yeah..sorry x

 So by now you should of figured out most of this shit am i right?

:D Comments would be nice

xxxx

at 14 years of age- i've got bloodclots

tbh i wasnt that surprised, i've always had medical/blood issues

but, my blood being too thick?

first off, it used to never be enough

jesus couldn't Karma pick a more likely thing for me to get >.<

Idiots.

Blood test on monday- again

AND I HAVE TO GO THERE GINGER :( which is by far the worst out of everything in my life.

-_-

xxxx

2) Vee not only is this dedicated to you- but i promise i'll acctually continue this

3) Guess which A7x song the title's from, and i'll give you a cookie/part in this.

Please Erase My Dreams]]

One

He was soaring; flying higher than any birds in the sky- up and over anyone else. Birds are pretty; they have nice, soft feathers- he thought.

He could smell toast, a bit burnt this time, it seemed that it was stuck to his hand- his whole body. So he bit down but it wouldn’t tear off, so he bit harder- it tasted like metal- he liked it, the toast seemed to turn into a liquid- he wanted more- he couldn’t get enough, his whole body shook but he couldn’t get enough of the burnt liquid.

He could hear someone, no more than one person- but their music made him tired more tired than he had ever been- so he closed his eyes.

****

He left the studio that day- early; they’d finished the album and thought they ought to celebrate- he thought, why not? He drove home early- excited to share the news.

He saw a blue van parked in the driveway thought it was vaguely familiar- he thought not much of it, probably one of her friends; she was always on her phone these days anyway.

Maybe she got a lift home from one of her friends? Maybe they were staying over for a bit? He smiled; it was a celebration after all, wasn’t it? The more the merrier-right? Wrong.

He opened the door; no sign of the dog- Gena or her friend. Completely silent- so he thought.

He walked up the grand staircase, sorting out the mail as he walked. Heating Bill.  Electricity Bill. Water Bill. He gave up- left the mail at the top of the staircase- and stopped in his tracks. He could hear something…

If a tree falls down in the forest, and no one hears it- does it still make a sound?

Thieves. Murderers. Vampires

He laughed at the last one- he shouldn’t let his mind wander- It was probably the dog anyway. He walked up to his bedroom door his hand inches away from the door- he paused. No the noise wasn’t his imagination- he could hear it more clearly now, tapping- no, thumping.

If his life was a movie- he was sure he’d be the main character- if not him, then Brian, for what reason he wasn’t sure but he was always at Brian’s anyway. He dismissed the thought. What he knew now, though- was that he would be willing to give anything- anything at all to lie in bed that night and think nothing of the day he’d had.

He opened the door and for a few blissful moments truly thought that he was blinded- that his mind was playing tricks on him- oh how he wished it were true.

He felt his eyes tear up and the scene unfolded before him, he couldn’t move- he didn’t know how to blink- all he could do was watch. They didn’t even know he had arrived.

Because there she was, Gena-in all her blonde haired glory. Under the mailman.

And suddenly, his lips moved- releasing a small sound from his throat- similar to a whisper that seemed foreign to his own ears, but they seemed to understand it fine.

He suddenly felt as if he were the actor to his own body- no longer the director, he watched himself move out of the bedroom leaving his crying fiancée. He watched his hands grasp the bottle of jack on the kitchen table, half drunk with the lid long forgotten. He saw a blur of blonde and silk almost fly down the stairs- but his mind soon blocked the object or person out. He walked out of the door, down the steps and into his front garden, the grass soft and innocent beneath his feet.

He went back to watching himself; he saw the alcohol being poured slowly onto himself and the smell seemed to drift up his nostrils, soothing him even more so than he already was. He saw a small blue object being dropped onto himself; he saw flames emit from where the object dropped. He felt the warmth spread through him. Good- he thought. I was cold anyway.

DUDE

DUDE

AMIKA'S PRESENT

TO ME

IS

JUST

SO AWSOMES

XD

ITS IN HER STYLE TOO

OMFGGGGG I CANT BELIVE MUM HID THIS FROM ME

JESUS CHRIST- FUCK ME (LOL EXORCIST QUOTE)

BUT STILL

ITS SO SO SO SAMAZING

AND I CANT EVEN REACH HER HER DAMN FONES ENGAGED!

Aleena<3

2) GROW about 4 inches

3) Lose about 24 lbs/ Stomach needs to stop sticking out

4) Stop Complaining (Openly)

5) Concentrate more on Bass

6) Re-Dye Hair (Yet Again)

7) Stop Loosing Friends (SEIROUSLY)

8) Get into a Band (mabey)

9) Be Nice to 'rents (Will be Hard)

10) Stop Ranting/complaining

11) Drowing Sorrows in Liquor= Bad

12) Become EVEN MORE Open Minded in Music Taste.

13) Get Year Ten Uniform :)

14) Walk. Everwhere,

15) 3 Meals a Day- No More.

16) Stop Sobbing On A7x Poster- Tis Dying.

17) Write more ya lazy bitch

18) Learn to not Hate me So Much (Sorta-Kinda)

:)

lots of shit to do over the next 6 weeks eehh? obvs im only gonna get round to about...five XDXD but w/e

First Rule & 11th do NOT apply until after sunday XD

Aleena<3

was AWSOMES

omg.. XD  Joe

we pulled- like 3 times,

im sorry but

one word: Slimy

XD i prefer normal kisses :P

Hokay so i looked like SHIT but at Georgia's when we were gettin redy i was alright looking

..i supoose XD

lols well anyways, me and joe Kissed right? AND well he was tryina pull me AND I FROZE 0____0

urrrrrrrg

LOLS and you know, baisicly

Molly already was drunk before we came (lucky)

and yeahhs, she went to the toilet and she came back and she coudlnt do her shorts up proply cos her belly button bar thingy kept on gettin in the way, and so yeahh JORDAN DID IT FOR HER ANDIWAS LIKE PMSL XD (jordan is a girl)

OH and i got really hyper

and i grinded with like

everyone XD

no not everyone

Me and jordan ALMOST kissed, ( WE GET HYPER)

we're both straight though :)

yeahhs so anyways,

OMG LMFAO,

i grinded with Jennings (Rebecca Jennigningngngngs XD, as this nerd/ whos a mormon/ who doesnt like..do anything ever) and so yeah LIZZI WENT UP AND GRINDED WITH HER AND I WAS LIKE XD LMFAO and so i go to joe,

"Oi, watch this XD" and i let go of him and i go GRIND ON JENNIGS

and iwas DYING LAUGHING

OMG

SO SO SO FUNNY XD

and baisicly, yah

Finola tried a fag (her first time) and i was like 0___0 "FINOLA, NOOOOO! THEY MIGHT HAVE DOPE IN THERE" and i was like going crazy and then Lizzi was like "OMG, THEYVE GOT DOPE 0___0 :D" AND I WAS LIKE -_-.

yahh... :P

Me, Finola (Finny) & Georgia(George)

mmhmm and urm yeah more pics :) (these were off my fone, so they probly suck)

and im sorry but i looked like SHIT

my hair puffed up and eveything

and well you know its me obvs because im the pic above XD but yeah

ive edited this becayse well ME= SHIT Joe= Hot :)

awww he straightened his hair aswell :)

but yeah UGLY ME. HATE ME

uggghhhh

well you cant deny how shit i look,

but you KNOW i dont look that shit usually i mean, just- you know i dont look that shit..dont you?

mmkay so Jordan Was Grindin with Danielle

(I JUST HAD TO TAKE A PIC OKAY? IT WAS JOKES XD)

Left to Right: Jordan- Danielle :)

Molly's Fishnets/Belly button thing kept on getting in the way and she cudnt do her hot pants/shorts up XD SO jordan did XD ahaha was jokes,

:)

overall twas an amazing night

i WILL get a decent pic of me and joe

i promise :)

Aleena<3

oh gawd, tis too good to be TRUE :D

Aleena<3

(Not Ever, becasue i DO hope to top it eventually)

Starting from

FRIDAY :D

(because im cool like that) so.

Friday: Sports day, boring but fun :) but annoying cos Miss Miller was all like "Blah blah blah i like to finger Mrs Foster- your not wearing School uniform, ill send you home unless you find a school jumper to wear" AND I WAS LIKE -____- SO FUCKING WHAT i bloody left ma damn PE kit in my locker and i forogt that you have to wear normal uniform if your not doin any sports events stuffs, so i wore a t shirt, black shorts,  black tights a hoodie and a scarf! ( i swaped my hoodie for my friend's jumper in the end anyway)
and it just occured to me that i faced the Deputy head with a cats face drawn on me ;P Oh wellss XD

(Everyone was wearing Hoodies over their PE kits ANYWAYS, and finola had her bloody scarf and I WAS THE ONE that got called down! *mutter mutter*)

Dont comment on how SHIT i look
( that means: the crooked nose, the fact that my eyebrows look demented, that my nose looks horrendusly long, AND that i has wrinkles, well i dont but i do in there for some reason)

AND THEN- I WENT TO MSI, and it was just fucking amazing!!! Mmmkay so i can only remember half of it and i cba to describe- because theres just TOO much to say :P

Saturday: Shola's Party

LMFAO, okay i got kissed by some chav ( AND christy did too, he was so pissed) right so me and christy were just standing bored, and tlaking

and then the dude comes up and puts his arms around us and goes (Imagine a drunkness way of talking, yeah?)

Elliot: Helloo! Soo- whatss youur namee?

Christy: Christy

Me: Aleena

him: Well MY name is Elliot Georgiou (says in like, some fake posh accent and THEN he did the gay hand thing and i was liek XDXD)

and then after a while MORE of laughing and shit he was like

Him: Alllright then ladies i shall go now, and if you ever need anything (and then some more stuff i cnat remember)

and then he hugged us both and kissed our cheeks and then our hair XD AND I WAS LIKE almost on the GROUND laughing XDXD

(ive only got pics of IAMX and Robots in disguise from Msi and there on my camera, but i dint take any of msi cos i was too busy screaming and jumpink like a lunatic)

and i was gonna tell you bout TODAY

but i cant be botherd now :)

Bye bye

Aleena<3

Sunday:

I KEEP ON BINGING

jesus.

then from three to two and then etc.

Breakfast: Glass of Water

Lunch: Green Apple + Bottle of Water (53 Cals)

Came home & Had: Green Tea+ No Sugar (5 cals)

Dinner: Spoon thingy- Full Of Rice + Potato & Cauliflower..thing  ( lets just say like.. 250 im guessing 0___0)

+ Soya sauce ( i cant eat rice without it, im a Salt-a-holic) (5 cals)

Binge: 2 biscuits + Black coffee+ Rivita Thing+ 6 apricots (203) Ho.Shit.

Total: 516

Eating Is the ONLY Thing in my Life i could have control over-

but that fucking biyatch stomach keeps on betraying me.

I'm Going to End Up Looking Like This

And then Proceed to turn Boys Gay -_-

01. So you walk into your old high school and the first thing you think is:
Ana's Song- Silverchair (Food?)

02. Your significant other is:
This Is Halloween- Marilyn Manson (LOLS Jack Skellington )

03. At the moment your life is:
Wings Of A Butterfly- H I M (lols)

04. At the moment You are:
Eye Of The Storm- Killswitch Engage (haha)

05. You feel this a lot:
Turn The Page- Metallica

06. This is how you impress most people (i.e. your greatest talent)
Critical Acclaim- Avenged Sevenfold (Ermmm Yelling like Jimmy XD?)

07. Your appearance has this effect on people:
The Guillotine- Escape teh Fate (LOLS, they want to be beheded?)

08. You're obsessed with:
Demolition Lovers part 1- My Chemical Romance (ermm yeahh acc, im obsesed with Love and being loved and dying alone and and yeah)

09. Before you go to sleep, you think:
Holy Diver(Dio Cover)- KillSwitch Engage (Why yes i do think of Killswitch)

10. This song is a total reflection of your sex life:
The Theft- Atreyu (LOLS that song to me is Beautiful and Slow- LMFAO XD oh god that is so WRONG)

11. Your parents are:
For You- Killswitch Engage (Jesus christ, kill me now)

12. You think that people in general:
La-Di-Da-Di- Mindless Self Indulgence (LOLS)

13. You feel this way about yourself:
I Wanna Rock- Twisted Sister (LMFAO)

14. Think of a good friend. They are:
Blood Brothers- Papa Roach (hahahha)

15. You want to have a party. The theme is:
Walk This Way- Aerosmith (LOLS why urm yes i do loves aerosmith)

16. Your friends in general are:
My Curse- Killswitch Engage (Gawd, tahts horrible XD love the song tho)

17. You walk onto the red carpet and everyone else thinks:
Sleep- My Chemical Romance (They think im tired? their 99.9% Right)

18. You're getting married. The theme song to your wedding is:
Heartbeat- Scouting For Girls (Noooooo! LOLS, even if i do like SFG- just NO XD)

19. You're getting divorced. The reason is:
Gunslinger- Avenged Sevenfold (BECAUSE THEIR IN THE ARMY? i hope not :S)

20. You see love as:
Shut Me Up- Mindless Self indulgence (Why Certainly :) with my MOUTH :D)

21. You see hatred as:
Becoming The Bull- Atreyu (LOLS)

22. Whenever you're depressed, you:
Thankyou For The Venom- My Chemical Romance

23. You want to _____ at the moment:
Paper Bag- Fiona Apple (i just ate- much to my dissapointment -_-)

24. You see a gorgeous person across the room and you think:
Almost Easy- A7x (I....think their easy? Hell to the no- im an ugly biyatch)

25. You need a hug. The reason is:
To Be Loved- Papa Roach (()__o How did YOU know?)

26. When you're really angry, you:
Blinded In Chains- Avenged Sevenfold (I blind people with...CHAINS :D)

27. Your beauty is like:
Scream- Avenged Sevenfold (Ermm didnt they write that for girls to dance to in strip clubs? :O I AINT NO STRIPPER)

28. You dance like:
Duality- Slipknot (I Mosh bitch, get it right :D)

29. You wake up in the morning next to the person of your dreams, you look deep into their big, beautiful eyes and say:
Faint- Linkin Park ( Yeah, like- I'm faint *dreams*)

30. Think of an authority figure in your life (e.g. your boss, your Mom etc.). They are:
What I've Done- Linkin Park (Oh Gawd XD)

31. You die. _____ should be playing in the background:
Bat Country- Avenged Sevenfold (Oh yell yeah, Jimmy should be there too- catching bats in a pink..net thing)

32. You meet with God. He reprimands you for all your evil deeds. In your defense, you exclaim with confidence:
Blow- Atreyu (ERR..NO THANKS- I DO NOT WANT GOD TO BLOW ME, OR GIMMIE DRUGS XD)

Stolen Frm Branddyyyyy :D

Aleena<3